Sunday, April 1, 2012

Things Change… Or do They?

I've been asked for an update. However, there's not much to write about. We've not 'played' in over a month. We started exploring kink almost a year ago. Along the way I've discovered some things about myself, and Sir. Furthermore, discovering I was kinky wasn't so much a shock as how much I enjoy being this new person.

I discovered who I am years ago, be that as it may, one can never stop exploring and learning. Just when one thinks they've got themselves all figured out life throws another kink into the chain. (Pun intended!)

Right now I'm settling into my new persona yet at the same time attempting to keep myself restrained, on some level, so that I don't get too far ahead of Sir.

Sorry this post isn't of my usual type. I thought my loyal reader(s?) might appreciate an update.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

A New Type of Orgasm

I know that tickling is a hard limit for some, but not for me. I love to be tickled! Sir loves to hear me laugh, something He says I don't do often enough.

Sir and I were laying in bed, horsing around, foreplay, if you will. Sir started fingering me while I was still laughing from a good tickle. I don't know what made Sir think to do it but as I was reaching climax He started tickling me. Just ever so lightly. Little touch here... little touch there. Before I knew it I reached orgasm while laughing! Sir did it once more. I couldn't believe that I was having an orgasm while Sir tickled me and I laughed!

The most amazing thing ever!

Monday, February 13, 2012

Zap Zap Zappity Zap!

Is that a little gnat buzzing around my back and legs? No, it's our new toy a Neon Wand! Smaller then the Violet Wand, cheaper, and a lower voltage. Yes, at the lowest setting it felt like a pesky little annoying gnat. Sir and I played with the Neon Wand for a short time last night. Trying at different levels and on different areas of my skin. The wand made my muscles jump!

Some locations on my body seemed to not react at all so Sir started randomly zapping spots on my body. Sir started zapping around my ticklish areas and I *really* started jumping... and giggling! Suddenly I saw a spark in Sir's eye. You know that spark I speak of.

"Take off your sock" Sir commanded

Realization sunk in. He meant to zap the bottom of my foot to see my reaction!

"Please, not my foot!" I pleaded.

"Take. Off. Your. Sock." Sir said again.

I knew better then to keep pleading, He would just take the sock off himself.

I took off my sock and presented the bottom of my right foot to Sir. Closing my eyes I waited.

ZAP! I think I nearly jumped off the bed! It both stung a little and tickled!

Sir's final thought "Oh I'm going to have fun with this!"

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Mental Tasks

Sir likes to give me mental tasks.

 As I was dropping Sir off at work the other day He said He had a mental task for me. Sir knows that I like the mental tasks just as much as the physical ones. He said I'm going to give you three options but you can only choose one. Then, tonight, you will need to give me an oral explanation as to why you chose what you chose, at least 50 words, and you can't say because it's purple! (as if I would) I have enough money to buy one of the following, a Kindle Fire, new butt plug, or a Neon Wand.

I immediately knew I wanted the Neon Wand but now I had to come up with a reason.

I decided I didn't need the Kindle Fire right now as #hippiechild lets me use hers. As for the butt plug... my current one is a little small, yes, but it still does what it needs to do. So, since technically I already have a Kindle Fire and a butt plug, my next logical choice was the Neon Wand. We truly do enjoy sensory play and have been exploring it further. The Neon Wand will give us an opportunity to try electrical play without having to purchase a Violet Wand, which we can do at a later date. Oh, and it's purple!

After I told Sir my reason He said "Good! I figured as much and went ahead and purchased it, yesterday!"

Scary sometimes how He knows me better then I know myself.

The box arrived yesterday. Not just the Neon Wand but also a feather tickler, aaannnnndddddd.........................................

Our first CANE! *squee*

Can't wait to try them out, although I am a bit scared!

Monday, January 30, 2012

Fun with the Hitachi

The other night Sir and I were playing. I gave Sir an incredible blow job and then asked Him if I could use the Hitachi on myself. Sir said yes and that He would watch and play with me. This was something new. Usually Sir held the Hitachi for me. As I started up the Hitachi Sir leaned over growled in my ear and nibbled on my neck. I thought I was going to melt right then and there. Next Sir suckled on my left breast while His hand lightly swept the inside of my right thigh. Then I attempted something new with the Hitachi. While the Hitachi was vibrating against my clit I started slowly turning it in a circular motion. I'm not sure how many times I squirted but I know the towel, folded in fourths, was soaked through and through. I have to say that Sir playing with me while I played with the Hitachi has got to be better than me playing alone or just Sir.

Next time we'll have to try the Hitachi on Sir!

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Wrapped Up Tight!

My present to Sir this year was myself. Subbie wrapped up glittery red ribbon. I was also wearing these shows from @LustyJezzy's website

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Discoveries: Hard Limits & Turn Ons

For me the hardest part of writing a post is a title. I don't know why. I can write an entire post in my head but I can't think of a good title. Something not to long, not to short, something eye catching. Same thing when I was writing papers in school. I can write a ten page paper, double spaced, with citations and footnotes, but the title is the last thing I come up with. And I agonize over it!

Discovery of a New Hard Limit:

     Sir has already written about this discovery. We both agreed to try it. I didn't know how I would react. Sir didn't know how I would react. I thought for sure that spanking/paddling would be a harder limit for me. Some memories are newer. My parents spanking, let me rephrase that, my mothers spanking only went till I was about 12, or she broke the paddle on my butt, whichever happened first, I don't remember. After that she slapped, or backhanded. Till I moved out. She would leave hand-prints on my face. I guess that stuck with me more then spanking. I'm not sure how the scene started. It wasn't important. Sir has patted my face before, or done a soft tap. Nevertheless He had never outright hit me in the face. I know some women like it. In 18 years of marriage my Husband had never ever lifted a hand to me in anger or otherwise.

     Sir had been pounding me, fucking me, for some time. He stopped for a rest and I looked up at Him. Then I felt stinging. A slow realization came across my face. The tears started. I tried to hide my face. I wanted it to be okay. For Him. For me. I didn't want it to be bad. I could feel the heat on my face. From His hand. The outline. I could feel the panic climbing. Wondering if another one would follow. Flashbacks to my mothers face in my face. She would hit one side then backhand the other side. I don't know where the panic came from. I needed to get away. Sir took control. Wrapped me in His arms. Wouldn't let me hide my face. Told me to let it out. That it was okay. It would never happen again. Later he told me the look on my face was one of fear. Terrorizing fear. I sobbed and sobbed. Remembering the look on Sir's face when he realized my reaction. Just a glimpse. Then Sir went into Super After Care mode.

Discovery of a Turn-On:

     I finally stopped sobbing and Sir got me to laugh. I don't remember what He said/did to make me laugh but it helped. To show Sir I was okay I started sucking on His cock. I took Him from soft to hard to orgasm. I licked. I fondled. I sucked. I wanted to give Sir one of the best blowjobs I had ever given him, and in 18 years that's a lot of blowjobs! After Sir had His release I crawled up to Him on all fours and laid my head on His chest. Sir knows that my giving Him a blowjob makes me wet, and hornier then fuck. I'm still on all fours but my head is now on His shoulder. Sir started fingering my pussy and my clit. As I felt myself climaxing Sir growled in my ear...

                    "Cum for me. You were brave. You're my Good Girl and I. Love. You."

     As soon as I heard the words "Good Girl" and "I Love You" I came. I squirted all over the bed. Soaked the sheets. As I was cumming a low purr/growl rose from my throat. Sir quietly chuckled and I heard "That's my Girl. My Good Girl." I hid my face in His shoulder. I wanted that moment to last forever. I had never before cum because of something He said. I loved it.

We didn't get to do another scene, of any type, until Sir got back from Thanksgiving vacation visiting family. I think we needed the break. I was a little afraid of how our next scene would go. For all that I think it went just fine. Tonight we will be playing with new toys. I can't wait!

Till next time, play rough!