Sunday, October 2, 2011

So... Content

Sir has said those words to me twice this week.

So... Content...

Both times after a flogging and before we had any type of sex.

So... Content...

Sir said it is like I get a release from the flogging. Afterwards I just look... well... So... Content...

I don't know how to explain it. I minored in psychology of personality and I've no idea how to explain it. I don't like diving into my own head anyways! It is a different pain then the constant pain of my hands. It is a pain I can cry out from. Whereas the pain from my hands I bottle up trying not to show it. Maybe that is my release. Being able to say something hurts. In the safety of our bedroom and in the arms of the one who not only loves me but loves me enough to flog me to give me that release.

So... Content...

I Love You Sir.
Yesterday, Today, Always, and Forever
Heart, Mind, Body, Soul ~ You have them all

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